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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Holiday was amazing!!! But not for TTC

Cuba was absolutely breathtaking and amazing. The resort was beautiful and huge, the weather was fantastic and the wedding was amazing! My sister looked beautiful and was the calmest I have ever seen her in her whole life!

I have included some pictures below. We enjoyed the beach, the pool, the disco, the DRINKS and the food. It was spectacular and I was super bummed to have to come home.

I was hoping that the holiday would be a nice vacation from my brain and the whole TTC and infertility challenges but it was not. The exact moment that we landed in Cuba and were about to board teh bus to the resort my aunt comes up to me and says "I heard all about your problems and you and I are going to talk! (points to her son) That is a 1-tube baby" I told her I didn't want to talk about it and DH said we should get on the bus so I followed him.
I had a chat with my dad later to find out why and how she even knew about our struggles, he was very apologetic and told me that he didn't tell her but apparently my mom talked with my memere about it so I know who the culprit is. I hate that people know this, I like to keep that part of my life private.

Then my period was not supposed to show her ugly face until Friday at the earliest, she showed up on Tuesday! I was really hoping that the HSG would have helped open some things up and helped to assist me in getting pregnant, not so much!

To top it all off, one of the wedding guests is about 6-months pregnant and I had to look at her rubbing her belly all week, my heart broke a little bit each time.

So now I am trying to stay positive and I have decided that at my appointment in February I will be DEMANDING some medical intervention at the very least and hopefully get a referral to an RE.

Other than that the trip was EXCELLENT, I don't want to undermind the trip because it was really really fantastic but this is a TTC blog...

Here are some pictures:


 

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