Seeing the counselor

I almost didn't go. I almost turned around on the way there. When I had a bit of trouble finding the place, I almost just went home.

But I did. I saw the counselor. I didn't break down and cry, I stopped myself. I think the most difficult part will be opening up and letting go a little more. I was still very stiff and didn't release that much 'real' emotions with the whole thing.

It was good though and she is getting me a book to help with the emotional aspect after miscarriage. We focused more on that than the IF.

Not sure what else to write.