This blog is about me, my husband and our life. We have trouble TTC due to my blocked right tube. We were so ecstatic when I became pregnant in January 2010 and absolutely devastated when that pregnancy ended in a miscarriage. After more testing and surgery for our continued Trouble TTC we were referred to an RE (Dr L). We moved on to IVF. I got pregnant on our first try but miscarried immediately. In May 2011, I found out that my other tube has also now become blocked. This is our journey.
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Thursday, December 23, 2010
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I had some spotting today and my HPT was a Big FUCKING negative.
I am pretty sure we are out. I am pretty sure that we wasted 15,000 dollars for fuck all. I am pretty sure that I went through hell physically and emotionally for nothing.
Oh Dee. I am so, so sorry. I want to give you the biggest hug ever. I wish anything I said could make you feel better. Know that you are loved. Big hugs.
Oh honey, I'm so sorry. *super big squishy hugs*
ReplyDeleteI'm going to pray that the spotting was just a fluke and it's just too early for a positive.
Oh Dee. I am so, so sorry. I want to give you the biggest hug ever. I wish anything I said could make you feel better. Know that you are loved. Big hugs.
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