Yesterday was bad. I started thinking about all of the time that has passed and how I am just putting my trust in a doctor that used to care for me. Turns out that a few of the OBs in that town have left and leaving him with too many patients.
I need to see an RE, plain and simple. I need to stop dicking around with this and get some real help from a fertility specialist. Here is what has been stopping me all of this time:
- The closest fertility clinic/RE to me is a minimum of 5 hours away. So I can expect a 5-7 hour drive to see one.
- I am doing much research to find out how much OHIP(ontario health care) covers for IF treatments and appointments
- D's benefits don't cover any fertility treatments what so ever
- I got pregnant naturally 1 time and I worry that I will be laughed out of the RE's office.
::sigh:: Today is a holiday, HAPPY CANADA DAY!!!!! and tomorrow I have to work but I will be taking my breaks and calling around to get a referral to an RE and also to get my file transferred there.
I have a sick feeling about all of this.
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